So I'm going to give a brief rundown about the last 3 months.
Visits with my Counsellor
So I've been seeing once a month and that has been really good, although I'm required to see her, I would like too, and would need to.
From my earlier posts you'll see I was given homework, from doing my timeline to getting more pix of me doing normal things, if your on Facebook with me added you can see all my pix :-)
The last few times I saw her I went as me, this was good, and I even went and saw some customers afterwards, yes I was well received. I didn't go on public transport u drove which was so much better as in bit that confident. Lol.
Anyway, so doing normal stuff?!? Yes that's food shopping, shopping in town, going to Starbucks etc.
My last visit with my counsellor was on the 1st March, and I'm sort of having withdrawal symptoms, some of my other avenues of chatta have dried up, why? I don't know!!! But I do sometimes feel pretty alone regardless if the support around me.
Going Out
Would you believe that this party animal has not been out since New Years Eve?!?!!! Nope neither would I, except its true!
I was supposed to go out to the Magic Theatre last Saturday, I tried a few times to check that plans that was made was still good, but I didn't get any reply, then it was too late to get Jasper looked after, and on Friday night, I had a breakdown to attend too, which ended up with me working all day on the Saturday! So I wouldn't have been up for going out!!!
I have seen a few friends got coffee and gossip, which was really cool!
Yesterday was the first time in ages I was able to walk Jasper during the day light hours as me, and he was so well behaved that I was very proud of him.
There's times when certain people need a head slap with a jcb bucket, I can only pray that that person gets what he deserves ;-) not that I'm malicious or anything, but being threatened because I was asked a question and I answered with out telling a lie, isn't my fault, we all know who I'm talking about a stupid twat, yes i said twat!!! who thinks he's gods gift!
What else is there???
I went to see Dr C today, don't ask the whole day was fubar, except that appointment, but that's for another post lol, yes I'm sure I heard you say bitch then lol
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