lol that was a funny night, Vanessa and I went to a venue in Romford, I was driving, which was a good excuse not to drink, thank god, I had enough for a whole year at the Xmass party at the Way Out and I wasn't planning on doing that again, well not for a while anyway, plus it aint good for you, you know ;-)
Usually I don't tend to make New Years resolutions, as they tend not to get carried out, or they are just good for a few weeks, until they become tiresome.
Anyway I suppose your waiting with baited breath to find out what mine are?
The biggest one is to, think positive and to keep moving towards finaly becoming me
That's a hard one atm, it is hard to be positive when you have to hide things away incase certian girlfriend of my son finds out, and as things with my son are a bit strange, I probabley would have had a better xmass if he wasn't here, until he finishes university, and unless he reads my blog, he won't have a clue with what will be going on over the next few months, which is hard for the both of us when he finaly finds out.
The reason behind it, is I don't want to mess with his head in his final year, yes I know another sacrifice, but we all want the best for our children, don't we!!!
Stop Smoking!!!
Yes I need to stop smoking, thats a hard one, I have done it before, cold turkey, and I was off them for about 4 years, stress of work, and my son's attitude towards me in his final year of school, started me back on them.
It's not for health reasons I'm giving up, although I should anyway, it is mainly because the nicotine will have an adverse affect on hormones, which I'm hoping I can start on them in March. It's funny, I don't smoke as much when I am me, so being me more is a good move, for health reasons LOL.
Work, Money and Me
Apart from some obvious changes over the next year, I am hoping that work won't be affected too much, I just need to get more work in, than I have at the moment.
Everything costs a dam fortune, until I can get things sorted on the NHS, I'm paying for things privately, which I don't mind doing but, when works been really poor for the last few years, I'm begining to wonder if working for ones self is the best option.
Although being self-employed has it's advantages, like being able to take time off to do the things I will need to do, and some other perks, not having regular hours and a regular income so one can budget and being able to spend more time as me after work would certainly be a major bonus. I'll have to wait and see how things go.
Being that I have to move my webserver as soon as possible, I am also looking into maybe stepping up my webhosting business, I sort of laugh when I say business because its almost been dormant for the last few years, and unless I can host at least a 1000 sites or at least a few hundred virtual private servers, there won't be much money in it, but at least it may pay for a few things.
Hair Today Gone Tomorrow, I so wish!
I am so hoping that as soon as possible I can kill the facial hair as much as possible with laser, at least that should make electrolosis a bit cheaper, then I can carry on with other areas, those for the moment can be epilated, lol not tried doing my chest yet, and I'm so not looking forward to that.
I am also growing my own hair again, brings back lots of fond memories, back in the day, my hair actually got to waist length, I know its impractical for work to have my hair that long again, and to be honest that realy is a style for the younger generation, but as long as I can get it to shoulder length, then it'll be time to try some hair colouring, well actually I might try some sooner, yes to hide the greys (I know what you was thinking ;-) ) If I can get my hair cut to the same sorta style wig I have then that woud be cool, the only downside is the bits that have receeded, I'm hoping that some will grow back, hello regain lol.
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