A Very Difficult Week.

I honestly don't know why I decided to give up smoking last weekend.

Ok I do know why, I'm fed up of things not changing as quick as they should be. I was warned that the hormones would be stunted by Nicotine, which was why I gave up back on 2013 before I started on hormones.

The thing is, knowing what sort of week lies ahead of me, on Saturday I decided to say, stuff it and quit.

That isn't as easy as it sounds, yes I have had some mega drawbacks and the fact that I am still not smoking is the biggest testament to my resolve.

So what happened this week... 

To be honest I am finishing of a bathroom, that hasn't been the easiest to do. With one set back and another, I am surprised I have got as far as I have. Today, I nearly screamed I wanted a cigarette so bad, but I didn't which is good.

I'm still wondering why I have decided to stop, knowing full well, what lies ahead of me next week. That will be another blog post, so stay tuned in.

I am hoping at some point to get some videos uploaded, but my voice isn't the most feminine and when I have my voice, I can not hold it for long. Needless to say, I shall give it a go at some point, which will be cool, as it might save me a lot of typing and bad grammar ;-) 

I have also been debating about creating a new Gallery. To be honest I don't think I will. What I am thinking of doing, is to create a new Blog post with a selection of old photo's and have a bit of text to go with them, which I think would be real cool.

I have also been messing about with the format of this page, including the use of Facebook Comments. So please let me know what you think of the new layout, especially the images and the Columnist layout of this text.

I will be writing a new post over the weekend, and to be honest I am not looking forward to tomorrow, especially it being Friday the 13th and all, however the way my luck has always gone, I get the bad luck on Saturday the 14th instead :p

Luv' Ya XOXO